Sunday, May 27, 2012

Love but Fear

It's insane
How my brain
Comprehends love and fear
I love Allah so much
It's weird when I'm sinning
I should fear him
But I love him
And when I'm doing good deeds
I should love him
But I fear him
When I'm sinning in my mind
I believe it's God's design
I love him because I see hope
I feel like he's allowing me to do this
But at the same time he has reminded me of him
It's as if he wants me to stop
And drop
What I'm doing
And  I thank him for those thoughts
When I'm doing good deeds
I fear him because
I don't know if anything I'll do
Will be accepted all the way through
I love my God
But I fear my God

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